Last day of 2013

Well, I have been long time don't burn mid night oil,

now, 2.51am..

I am still awake, not doing revision

but just watched a drama, <I May Not Love You> last episode.

I watched it few months ago.

Feeling bored and played it again and watched again.

And it make me feeling of...

I miss my dear boyfriend. T.T

Since we are getting higher semester in university,

We are getting no time to connect with each other

Sometimes there only have 2 short message, good morning and good night.

Time flies, and we are in a relationship for 2 years.

I feel glad, grateful, happy and blessed to have he to loves me.

In this period of time, 

we are focusing in our study and this is the priority of being a student.

We are not look like a couple as me did not do something that couple usually do

like talking few hours phone, few hundreds of short message everyday.

I feel I am so lucky to have the trust between he and me.

I really appreciate everything that he did for me.

I still remember, 

He told me that during night, before sleep, he always think of me.

I feel touch and I also always think of him before I closed my eyes and sleep.

A secret that I have plenty of unsent good night message to him

because I always fall asleep before finished type the message.

We never try count down and welcome the new year.

and now the year turn from 2013 to 2014

in Chinese term 1314 means forever.

I really wish that I could spend the moment with him together 

and count from 2013 to 2014

Jieh, I really miss you.

and I feel sorry of being ignore you due to I always that busy.

I hope you can understand and forgive me.

If i got your support to me,

I believe this is the biggest treasure that I have.

All the best to your exam this Thursday on 2.1.2014

I am here to pray for you. ^^

Count down for 13 days,

I am going back home.

and We can meet again.. <3

明确的目标

最近的确被活动，功课，种种的问题困扰，甚至蒙蔽了自己的目标

渐渐的，我变得模糊了，糊涂了。。。

我不知道自己究竟是在做什么

我承认，埋怨多了

我身边的人也跟着怨声四起了。。。

有时我非常地无助，

我想的，与别人想的不一样，

沟通上的问题

目标不一致

这就导致了很多的问题

我害怕

我懊恼

我不知道应该怎样的去把每个人的心拉回来

我们不能和别人相提并论

毕竟，我们的集合是因为一样的信仰 

我没有权力去选人

很多时候，

我恨我自己

我恨自己没有办法顾好你们

我恨自己我不懂得讲话
不懂得鼓励别人

我恨自己没有时时地给与关心

我恨自己关注学业多过关注你们

这几天我反思了

我们缺少了共同的目标

前进的理由

我也不知道自己想做什么...

唯独，改变思想，改变心境

很多时候我身不由己，
我没办法做自己想要做的事

我多么想我可以很自在的
可是因为身为一个中心者
我不能任性。。。

压力使人成长

以前那个开朗的佩华，你快点回来吧！

A person that I...

Very busy recently...

Limited time for me to do so many things.

I need some time to relax.

I need vacation.

I want back home!!!

Easy to get angry and bad emotional lately.

I am angry and unhappy with someone.

Someone make me in bad mood.

Someone make me so busy.

and someone like to do decision without concern about others.

I dislike that condition now.

I am frustrated!

I feeling to escape from the nightmare! 

How should I do?

I know this is a horrible things for me.

I shouldn't do that!

But I can't control my emotion.

I can't control my angry-ness toward the person..

I am tired.

The Choice I Made

It is too late to regret about my choice and decision.

This path is not easy to pass and 

I don't know how can I cope with different problem everyday.

My stand is not strong enough

and people around me are so powerful.

Sometimes, I feel so down and not motivated, 

I did not get the support from the person that I believe the most

I feel to give up.

But, there is no way.

There will be more problems occur.

I have to continue no matter how hard it is...

I just hope that I can be forgive, tolerance and support by my team.

Mummy's Curry Laksa and Wantan Noodles

I just have a phone call with my mother.

A sad case and worry things finally happened.

My mother and my aunties they are running a food stall in 

Damansara Height, Kuala Lumpur.

The operate hour is as followed:
Monday - Saturday
8am to 3pm
Sunday Closed.

Few years ago, the owner of the properties are going to remove the old shop lots

for development and build a resident condominium.

Due to the nearby residents had a protest to this matter,

so, the plan was ended up with noting settlement.

Who knows, now the owner of the properties are going to take back the property.

At the end of this year, they have to move.

My aunties and mother have already ran this food stall for 20years ++

They sell Wantan Noodles and Curry Laksa.

Many of the customers are love the noodles and the foods in the restaurant.

The Creamy Curry Laksa...
It is totally different from ordinary curry that usually eat in restaurant.

The things make me and my family worry is about searching another place.

I am in Kedah which 500km away from my home.

I couldn't give any help.

Except praying, there have no way to help them.

Hopefully, everything is going smoothly and all my family members are healthy and safe.

Here are the link that I knew about this news:

The News about this Restaurant

Suddenly...
I miss my mom's cook.

Family

I have been 3 months never see my mother.

I miss her so much...

Somehow, I feel guilty because lately I seldom to call her.

My "homework" is so heavy..

Almost everyday busy until 2am only can sleep and rest.

And the next day is morning class at 8am.

I feel so tired all the time.

I wish that I wont let my parents to worry about me.

I promise I will take care of myself nicely.. ^^

Mama, I love you... <3

Assignmentsss...

I don't like when the semester come to an end...

Many of assignments rushing, presentation...

This semester I have to faced mid-term.

I took so long time to finished the exam.

my last day of my mid-term will be held on 1st of December...

I cant imagine that after 2 weeks, 

The final exam going to start.. 

And...

I haven started to do any revision yet. 

Really Steady... =P 

Sometimes, I will feel like bite my assignment and computer like this picture..

But I have to cope with it,

There still have another 4 semester for me to survive.

Wish me and my friends all the best!! =D

Edited Photo

Well, today I would like to show that I tried something interesting!! 

Haha!! 

I edited my own photo using software and it look very interesting...

I felt myself is more pretty after using the software.

Here I show that before and after...

Before...

After...

And another one... ^^

Before...

After...

The software now a day is getting upgraded.

Picture can be edited to do something illegal.

Always be careful and must log out own account after finish use public computer... 

Student Planner 2014

Semester break ended...

Is time to challenge again for all my assignments and mid-term examssss...

Right after break, my hostel's project also going to launch and start.

I am joining Student Planner Project. 

This is the second year I joined.

I really enjoy to sell the useful books to the student in UUM.

It is very useful and suitable for all the student.

As all of us are so busy through out the semester.

With the planner on hand, we can planned our future and time nicely and accordingly.

This is the 2013 edition and 2014 edition...

The front cover is different design every year.

Student Planner 2014 is the Sixth Edition

The reputation of Student Planner in UUM is quite good!

Because we have already sell it for 6 years since 2009...

We selling in our Booth in DKG 1 and DKG 5...

Here are some duty pictures.. 

We are so enjoy and break through out comfort zone to promote to the UUMers.

Work together to achieve success!!!

Mid Semester Break

This semester is so special for me.

Every of my friends are going back home.

But I choose to stay in hostel to focus on my assignments and studies.

I am not worry about my meal, 

because this semester there have 2 stalls operating in my hostel's cafe.

Around my hostel is so silent.

Somehow, I enjoying of being alone to do what I like to do and which to do.

my friend ask me to help him take care of his pet --> fish~~~

It accompany me this holiday. ^^

This fish is blue and a bit greenish colour, very beautiful.

But need patient to foster any pet.

I have to change water for it every 2 days. 

Today I went to Alor Setar with my seniors.

They did not go back to their home, but stay in Alor Setar, an aunty's house.

They bring me go to eat a nice dinner in an restaurant.

It located near the Alor Setar tower.

This restaurant is at upstairs.

The environment is very comfortable.

We choose to sit on floor and use the "shout leg" table.

This restaurant mainly serve Chinese tea.

But we went the to have our dinner.

The price of all the food are affordable and reasonable.

Very appreciate my seniors bring me come here and send me back to university.
I feel satisfy and positive power!! 

Is time to continue my assignments and watch an episode of the drama before going to bed.

Good night world...

Food Poisoning

Well, the chances of happen food poisoning in my university is quite a normal matter.

This time food poisoning I kept vomit and it suffered me a lot.

Yesterday night I ate my dinner near my hostel cafe.

I ordered a dishes --- Rice with vegetable egg.

When I gave my order to the kitchen, I saw the well cooked vegetable eggs beside the table.

I was thinking, I wish that this is not my dinner.

After wait for 10minutes...

Surprisingly, my food already cooked.

So fast and I do not think about the matter that I saw in kitchen.

After 3 hours I ate, I felt stomachache and went to toilet.

I felt myself is so weak and after an hour, I went to vomit.

After that, I go to sleep and have a good rest.

Who knows, I woke up and vomit for twice during midnight.

The next day, I went to Health Center to consult doctor.

And he said food poisoning...

I took the medicine and feel better now.

Can't eat oily foods and all the foods in my university is not suitable for me.

how nice if some cafe have porridge.

These days I miss my family so much, especially my mother.

Without her mumbling, I feel lonely and don't know how to take care myself nicely.

Coming this semester break I cant go back home. =(

Assignments and mid term haven well prepared.

Wish to stay in hostel and focus my study. 

Reality Show - Singing competition

Today I would like to introduce some reality show that I like the most.

In university, we can't watch television as my hostel doesn't provide it.

But, I am still wish to watch it.

The only way to watch is download from internet or get the video clip from my friends.

The show about singing competition I like the most is 

Chinese Million Star

It is a singing competition reality show from Taiwan.

This competition begins is to search for a new superstar.

It is produced by Gin Star Entertainment.

Here is a video clip from youtube.com about it

Other than this,

there has another English version

That is The Voice 

 The Voice was originally created by 

Dutch television producer John de Mol. 

Many other countries have already adapted the format 

and began airing their own versions since 2011.

It is in battle mode, but sometimes it doesn't seems like battle.

The powerful of the voice of the participants really make me admire and respect.

and some participants sing much more better than the original singer.

Kuala Perlis

Perlis is quite near with my university.

I went there few times, normally went there to have dinner with friends in Kuala Perlis.

We can watch sunset from the Kuala Perlis Jetty.

It is so beautiful. But this time, the sunset isn't that beautiful as i saw previously.

It covered with clouds.

Before we going to the jetty to watch the sunset.

We went to another place at Seberang Ramai.

Why we go there?

Because...

This place had been chosen as a shooting point in a Chinese New Year movie last year.

The name of the movie is Great Day

Paddy field...

It is a ordinary scenery in northern part of Malaysia.

I still remember, when I started enter Kedah state verge,

I keep looking at these paddy field from the bus.

The scenery is so gorgeous and I never see it in Kuala Lumpur.

 The house is there!

 We walked along the paddy field to get closer to the house.

The paint of the house is already fade, but still look alike with the poster of the movie.

We stay awhile and took some photo, it is the time for us to watch the sunset and eat our dinner...

the sunset wasn't that beautiful as I thought.

but the sea breeze is so comfortable.

Next! dinner time!!! ^^

The place is located near the jetty of ferry station that going to Langkawi. 

The entrance is quite hard to find because it is a small alley. 

We ordered these dishes

There are many people come to this restaurant

All races and also tourist.

All the menu is Halal, so is suitable to all people's appetite.

Again, a relaxing day for me. 

I like to eat, and hang out with friends.   

Hello Burger!!!

I always starve for Burger.

So, the most favorite fast food restaurant I love is McDonald. 

Unfortunately, the nearest restaurant is 40+km away from my university.

Even in UUM, I often eat burger as my dinner. 

I know this is not a healthy meal and it will gain weight, 

but somehow I still like to eat.

These days, I saw lots of banner about this Hello Burger along the road to Changlun.

And it also hang outside the main gate of my university.

This restaurant is located in C-mart, Changlun.

This is a small town near my university, and it is 15km away from here.

The great thing is they are doing promotion now!!!

Only RM 7.50 for all menu!!!

Today, I want to go and try it!

Don't miss the cheaper price. Haha~~

This is the first time I had charcoal burger.

I thought of will have different taste, but it just like normal bread.

I ordered Classic Cheese Beef Burger.

Ermmm~ is tasty!!

It is quite worth to try it.

But due to it is a promotion period, so there are many students and customers

have a long long Que and at least wait for half an hour.

Satisfy meal today!! Yummy~~ 

The very First Entry in my blog

My very first blog in my life.

It is a corner for me to write down my feeling and story.

Let me introduce myself, 

My name is Low Pui Wah (219098)

An ordinary girl who lives in Malaysia.

I am 21 years old.

I realized my parents dream and my dream, 

which is enter University and study Degree for a better future.

I am from Petaling Jaya, Selangor.

Currently, study in Universiti Utara Malaysia (UUM)

which is located in the northern part of Malaysia --- Sintok, Kedah.

The course I am studying is International Business Management.

This was the third choice, and I am happy and satisfy that I took this course as my degree.

Universiti Utara Malaysia is a beautiful university.

It surrounding with jungle. 

Although is quite far from the city, but I love the nature, the clear blue sky

and during night, the whole sky is full of stars. 

These scenery is hard to find in Selangor as the air is polluted.

 This is bridge located behind the Tradewinds student residence hall.

The very first time leave my home 500+ kilometer away. 

I have already stayed here for 1 year. 

Suddenly, I felt I growth and become more mature.

The way of my thinking, mindset, act and importantly I become more Independent.

Hopefully, the 4 years of study in university will bring me toward the success of my life.

Problems occur is the best opportunities for me to gain experience and knowledge.

Youth must be able to bear hardship, be tough to face everything.

The period of being a youth isn't long, the golden 15 years (20-35) is the key and important

time to determine the success in future.

Life isn't simple, but it isn't complex.

The heart and mind determine everything.